Same old shit.

I worry a lot. I lose sleep wondering where people are, if they're okay, when I will see them again. I have trust issues. Sometimes instead of getting a "gut feeling" I get more of a sharp pain in the middle of my body, that sends me into a fury of movements trying to find comfort in the ball my body makes. It makes me feel a little dizzy, even sick in a way, and somehow my brain makes all these little signs (or the lack of) line up. I have trust issues.