What was it?

When I'm anxious I do stupid shit. I'll laugh too loud while everyone else is quiet, I'll dance to a song that people think is sad. I'll try to say "How are you?" and it comes out "What was it?". I know, that doesn't make any sense. There's been times when I've hesitated opening my mouth, in fear that I would say the wrong thing. Because usually that's the way it seems. It could be the anxiety that quiets the room I'm in while I'm cracking up to myself. Maybe they're all laughing. Maybe they're all dancing too.